a different kind of apathy

Thursday, September 28, 2006

art is finally over and im wild happy crazy tired.

and i made you say it because not everyone gets such privileges.

today's oscillated from very bad to surreal

even though i know i come across coolly, in control

while your heart races at 140miles an hour.

so here it is, finally.

to go down a new road, new difficulties, new hopes and dreams

dont say goodbye while you're on the trip.

~ im very sure
this never happened to me before
i met you and
now im sure,
this never happened before.

now i see
this is the way its supposed to be
i met you and
now i see
this is the way it should be.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

tired feet and happy faces
of twelve hours labouring, conquered concrete pavements
admiration of deutsche bank spheroids and photographs
of all this doubled whites and icy frosting
quiet respite, tampered glass of elegant sinks

lunch at manhattan's market place, where we were singaporeans, dreaming
and wisps of pensiveness curled rising
slowly from the cordial close to heart, of aspiration

and to hug the breeze atop esplanade
fierce and free
watch the cloudless sky drift into its sunset glory
blanketed by pricks of green

hold me in limbo, this piece of remote heaven
where the wind brushes its caress of your face
and leaves its presence with a gentle kiss
fades into the night

all of this, gone the moment
silver panel doors shut in elevation.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

people change, i think im always saying that.
but its true...
we're not the same pple we were start of the year
and i really dont know how we're gonna last out this year's friendship

but i know i have to start preparing myself
cos im gonna be losing many friends who arent friends enough...
once sch ends.
this is so sad, but its true i guess.
the connection is flickering out alr, i can feel it
so why do we bother keeping it up?
please, when the day comes
let me let you go.
dont call for me to turn back, because perhaps the more we learn the less we know.

but i do treasure you.
all of you.
its just, maybe we arent tight enough friends.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

If I could grant
You one wish
I'd wish you could see the way you kiss
Ooh, I love watching you
Baby
When you're driving me crazy

Ooh, I love the way you
Love the way you love me
There's nowhere else I'd rather be
Ooh, to feel the way I feel with your arms around me
I only wish that you could see the way you love me
The way you love me.


- Faith Hill :)

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

quote
" i wanna be able to walk up that hill till the day that i cant do so anymore."

Sunday, September 10, 2006

But Id rather you be mean than love and lie
Id rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
Id rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby dont you break my heart slow


- indeed.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

and when i finally see the contours that delineate
hopes to light the shadows on your face
for you give me your life when u spare your time
to all other facets and people, time and place
and stopped, momentarily the double ended rush
to stare into depths of ebony and smile
where we doled out silence of sweet chocolate fudge
and stretch that band of an hour by couple miles.